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Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Sunday, April 5, 2009
Passssion
Today was fuuuuunn :)
I got home around 4 from Grandpa's house. And the passion play was around 7:30 so I had time to linger and shit. Everyone knows I hate being late, & we were late, but I didn't mind, we got there. and lemme tell you. it was freaking amazing. I saw Duane & Jeremy at the play. The play was wonderful. It makes me hella realize that I'm not in this thing called life, alone. It makes me realize that God is good, and he is there. he does listen to me. when i cry, when i'm angry, when i'm happy. he listens. He is my number one, my rock, my everything and I plan on building such a better relationship with him. I'm ready, and I'm determined. I'm so thankful for everything I'm blessed with.
As for life...
in about 2 weeks, its going to be my 4 month anniversary. hmm, that's hella deep. I love him, with everything I am, and ever will be. I honestly believe that he's the best thing that's happened to me.
Goals for the week:
I got home around 4 from Grandpa's house. And the passion play was around 7:30 so I had time to linger and shit. Everyone knows I hate being late, & we were late, but I didn't mind, we got there. and lemme tell you. it was freaking amazing. I saw Duane & Jeremy at the play. The play was wonderful. It makes me hella realize that I'm not in this thing called life, alone. It makes me realize that God is good, and he is there. he does listen to me. when i cry, when i'm angry, when i'm happy. he listens. He is my number one, my rock, my everything and I plan on building such a better relationship with him. I'm ready, and I'm determined. I'm so thankful for everything I'm blessed with.
As for life...
in about 2 weeks, its going to be my 4 month anniversary. hmm, that's hella deep. I love him, with everything I am, and ever will be. I honestly believe that he's the best thing that's happened to me.
Goals for the week:
- Get an attitude adjustment, i'm startin' to slip again.
- Get homework and shit in line, no slackin.
- Start to build a closer relationship with god.
- Be me and do what makes me happy.
Thursday, April 2, 2009
Monday, March 30, 2009
MAJOR UPDATE
So, it's almost been a month since I've last touched this. and I think I need to start up again. I mean, hey! I just need to vent sometimes :)
I just got back from Tahoe yesterday, and yeahhh, it had its ups, and it definitely had its downs. but time with the family is always good. Spring break was good, I love those tennis boys. They're my second family. I love them, like, forreal. I would drop anything for them.
It was Azabelle's birthday on saturday, and her party yesterday. It was cool, but i left, I had school today. But HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEST FRIEND :) I LOVE YOUUUU.
Doug is in LA for the week, and I miss him. it's that simple.
School is a drag, but Im hella determined to do well the last few weeks of school. HAAAY sophomore year is almost over, and summer is around the corner. Damn, I'm gonna be a junior, and I can't believe it.
I'm setting high standards for myself, and I'm gonna reach them. OH SHIT, summer league is coming up, and I haven't even practiced. hmmm. I need to strap up the ankle braces, and lace up them nike's again. they miss the hard wood, as much as i do. VARSITY BABY :)
I've got homework, so gotta go. but its mommy's birthday today.
Happy birthday mommy.
All in God's hands
I just got back from Tahoe yesterday, and yeahhh, it had its ups, and it definitely had its downs. but time with the family is always good. Spring break was good, I love those tennis boys. They're my second family. I love them, like, forreal. I would drop anything for them.
It was Azabelle's birthday on saturday, and her party yesterday. It was cool, but i left, I had school today. But HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEST FRIEND :) I LOVE YOUUUU.
Doug is in LA for the week, and I miss him. it's that simple.
School is a drag, but Im hella determined to do well the last few weeks of school. HAAAY sophomore year is almost over, and summer is around the corner. Damn, I'm gonna be a junior, and I can't believe it.
I'm setting high standards for myself, and I'm gonna reach them. OH SHIT, summer league is coming up, and I haven't even practiced. hmmm. I need to strap up the ankle braces, and lace up them nike's again. they miss the hard wood, as much as i do. VARSITY BABY :)
I've got homework, so gotta go. but its mommy's birthday today.
Happy birthday mommy.
All in God's hands
Friday, March 6, 2009
Update.
So, I've established that I cannot keep up with this shit, as hard as I try, I just cant.
Life's good. I can't complain.
I have a good boyfriend<3 yeah, boyfriend<33333
Hogan Tennis Team are the nicest bitchass homo's ever. I love 'em
"My milkshake brings all the boys to the yard." :)
Life's good. I can't complain.
I have a good boyfriend<3 yeah, boyfriend<33333
Hogan Tennis Team are the nicest bitchass homo's ever. I love 'em
"My milkshake brings all the boys to the yard." :)
Monday, February 23, 2009
baby, it's cold outside.
So, I swore that I was gonna update everyday, but my bitchass doesn't even do that. I haven't updated since wack ass Valentine's day. But basketball is over, and now I have a lot of free time on my hands.
I miss basketball. It sounds pretty gay, but I'm hella serious. I hella miss spending all that time with my girls. I miss seeing them and saying, "hey, what time is practice?" or "I'll see you at practice!" If only I got the chance to prove myself. I have a little over a year to improve immensly, or I won't make Var. And I want to so bad. I l o v e basketball!! ah. You don't understand.
To my team: I miss you girls, so much already. I want the season to come back, but at the same time, I really don't. I miss spending all the time I did with you girls. I'll see you around school, and just know I love you all.
To my big sister Sarah: Thank you for my present. I really was expecting food, but, whatever, it's all gravey :) I hope you liked your monster, hat, rice krispies, reese, skittles, and whatever else I put in there. I put chocolate pudding, but i don't know where it went. hahaha. Im gonna miss you, since I never see you around. and since basketball was the only time we actually spent time together. Your forever one of my best friends, thank you for the memories<3
school is amazing, I'm doing well in every part of it. No more slackin' for me. I'm on the path I want to be on.. I just need an attitude adjustment. pronto.
All in God's hands
I miss basketball. It sounds pretty gay, but I'm hella serious. I hella miss spending all that time with my girls. I miss seeing them and saying, "hey, what time is practice?" or "I'll see you at practice!" If only I got the chance to prove myself. I have a little over a year to improve immensly, or I won't make Var. And I want to so bad. I l o v e basketball!! ah. You don't understand.
To my team: I miss you girls, so much already. I want the season to come back, but at the same time, I really don't. I miss spending all the time I did with you girls. I'll see you around school, and just know I love you all.
To my big sister Sarah: Thank you for my present. I really was expecting food, but, whatever, it's all gravey :) I hope you liked your monster, hat, rice krispies, reese, skittles, and whatever else I put in there. I put chocolate pudding, but i don't know where it went. hahaha. Im gonna miss you, since I never see you around. and since basketball was the only time we actually spent time together. Your forever one of my best friends, thank you for the memories<3
school is amazing, I'm doing well in every part of it. No more slackin' for me. I'm on the path I want to be on.. I just need an attitude adjustment. pronto.
All in God's hands
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Fuck Valentine's Day
Shooting a hundred freethrows is DEFINITELY NOT as easy as it sounds.
My Valentine's day consisted of waking up at 9:15 to go to my shootathon, staying out til about noon, looking for something good to cook for lunch, and sleeping.
As for life...
It's starting to ease up, and get better. I still have all that emotional baggage that most know I have, and I'm still learning how to overcome it, and be strong, but there are times when I can't take it. I really just have no idea of the right things to do. But trust me, I'll find them. Things with the girls are getting so much better! WOW, I feel like I'm getting back to what we were beforeee. & I'm glad. Lyssie and I are hella on that best friend status agaian, nothing really stopped us, we just drifted a little. and I realize that sports are temporary, and friends are forever. I mean HEY, alyssa & I are going to UCSB together, and we're gonna be roomies :) I'm 'cited. hahah. Kaila and I are getting to be really good friends, and I'm happy about it. She's a really nice girl, and hey. I'm down to make friends! speaking of her, she just texted me. haha.
School, I'm slackin.. Just gonna say it. I'm SLACKIN. The week thats coming up, I'm buckling down and focusing. I'm gonna be the 3.5 student at the end of this year. I swear!!
Basketball ends in a week, and I'm happy but at the same time, upset. I'm gonna miss my girls. We've spent so much time together, and I've made some really really amazing friendships and bonds with the girls. I'm gonna miss seeing them afterschool. ah, I'm gonna miss momma sara. she's my assistant coach, my rolemodel and my best friend on the bench. wow, and it's her last year. depressing...
Life at home can't get any more hard. I'm trying to have an attitude adjustment, but at the same time. my mom pushes my buttons. FUCK. hahaha.
I gotta write my paper. I'm tellin' you, I'm not slackin' no more!
I really want my something speciall...
All in God's hands
My Valentine's day consisted of waking up at 9:15 to go to my shootathon, staying out til about noon, looking for something good to cook for lunch, and sleeping.
As for life...
It's starting to ease up, and get better. I still have all that emotional baggage that most know I have, and I'm still learning how to overcome it, and be strong, but there are times when I can't take it. I really just have no idea of the right things to do. But trust me, I'll find them. Things with the girls are getting so much better! WOW, I feel like I'm getting back to what we were beforeee. & I'm glad. Lyssie and I are hella on that best friend status agaian, nothing really stopped us, we just drifted a little. and I realize that sports are temporary, and friends are forever. I mean HEY, alyssa & I are going to UCSB together, and we're gonna be roomies :) I'm 'cited. hahah. Kaila and I are getting to be really good friends, and I'm happy about it. She's a really nice girl, and hey. I'm down to make friends! speaking of her, she just texted me. haha.
School, I'm slackin.. Just gonna say it. I'm SLACKIN. The week thats coming up, I'm buckling down and focusing. I'm gonna be the 3.5 student at the end of this year. I swear!!
Basketball ends in a week, and I'm happy but at the same time, upset. I'm gonna miss my girls. We've spent so much time together, and I've made some really really amazing friendships and bonds with the girls. I'm gonna miss seeing them afterschool. ah, I'm gonna miss momma sara. she's my assistant coach, my rolemodel and my best friend on the bench. wow, and it's her last year. depressing...
Life at home can't get any more hard. I'm trying to have an attitude adjustment, but at the same time. my mom pushes my buttons. FUCK. hahaha.
I gotta write my paper. I'm tellin' you, I'm not slackin' no more!
I really want my something speciall...
All in God's hands
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