"She straight giggin' tuh' I kissed a Girl!!"

Turnabout was lastnight, and I cant believe I'm awake already. that's hellllla crazy. I got home at 1:30. Whatever, it's good.
So, yesterday, I woke up at like 10, and I was still tired, cause Brian was over til 3:30. But anyways, I had nothing to do. I was so bored. and I wanted to get ready already, but I couldn't cause I'd be ready WAY to early. I went to Ashley's, and Daniella says that she'd be able to do my hair, and to pick her up at 3:30. So, I was like alrightt, fa'sho. I went home, and I got a text from Daniella saying that she couldn't do my hair, cause the person in charge won't let her leave. So, I was pretty worried. I watched something about Beyonce on E! and fell asleep. It's not that I wasn't intrigued with her life, I just was hella tired. Not even 30 minutes into my nap, my mom wakes me up and says that Lala is here to do my makeup. awh shit. ahah. Go down, and she does my makeup. HELLA nice cuz. I put on my dress, and she realizes that she had a color that matched, and she shadowed it. It was hella nice. She left, and I was like damn. Now I gotta do my own hair. Auntie Christine curled it for me, and then we put this thing in my hair that made it look exactly how I wanted it to look. I just didnt like how it looked. But, everyone said that it looked really nice.
Took a few pictures, and left for Leilani's house.
Got to Leilani's house, and Alyssa and EJ was there. Watched/helped Leilani get ready. They all looked really nice. Took a little longer than expected, but it was alright. Left to go to Jerson's, and when we got there, everyone was there. We took a few group pictures, and TRIED to leave. The bus wouldn't start. and we had to wait for 45 minutes. But to my surprise, we still got there on time. shocker. Took pictures on the bus, and sorta danced.?
We got to the ship, and that shit looks haunted, and scary. hahah. We got onto the ship and the guys had to get searched, and the girls just went straight through. Took a few pictures, and went to the "main" part of the dance.
The DJ was wack, but he had his good portions. It was hella hot while we were dancing and when we sat, it was helllllllla cold! haha.
Overall, the dance was alright.
On the way home, I sat with EJ, and I think EVERYONE was hella tired, cause no one made a sound after Jerson's birthday toast.
Got to Jerson's and chilled awhile. Lyssie said that EJ & I was a cute date. like, fo'real. mm, he's a nice guy.
Gave Geliza, Gilliane, Kenny & Dimitri a ride home, and went home.

pictures will be on Myspace.
All in God's hands

"I fucking hate Kayla"

Today, I took the exit exam.. Well, the english part of it. & lemme tell you, it was the easiest shit I've ever taken ever. It was all this sixth grade shit. and I'm pretty confident in my score. Tomorrow, I take the math portion. I know that I'll do fine. I'm good.
The weirdest schedule ever, in the history of mankind. I mean, who goes to lunch at 11:15?! that's like a break before lunch. Anyhow, I went to lunch with Heather & Hailey, as usual. Faith totally hates me, and for the first time, I don't give a fuck. She can hate me, and talk shit about me and I don't give a flying fuck. Like, really. GET A LIFE. She wouldn't be the first person to hate me!
Sarah tried to run me over. little shit! hahaha, jkk.
She and I resolved things, and we're best friends againnnn :) yeeeyeeee! hahaha. I mean, you can't keep us apart for that long. SORRYYY.
Turn about is on Saturday, and I'm really excited!! I've got almost everything set for that day. I just gotta set up my make-up appointment, and i'll be all gravey. I think im getting my manicure & pedicure tomorrow. I think. I hope. Then I'm gettin' my shoes tomorrow too. well, damn its coming fastttt!! hahaha.
Game on Friday, vs. will c. wood. leaving at 4, as usual.
I believe my best friend are going to lunch before then, but we'll see what happens.

Life's gooooooooddddd, I can't complain!!!

All in God's hands

don't ever do this shit

make it short and simple.

I miss my best friend alyssa, more than most imagine. no homo. but, we don't talk as much anymore. and it hurts. I know its me, I'm slackin, hella bad. But, She's always my best friend, and I hope that once basketball season ends, we start to get closer. cause I miss her.
If your reading: I'm sorry that we don't talk as much as we did. I miss you hellllalalalal. I miss you and your family. I know that I'm not doing a very good job of balancing my life, but, I promise that I'll make it better. Your still my best friend, you always have been, and you always will be. You make me realize that there are good people in this world, and no, im not just saying that. your such a good person, and I'm doing all that I can to make it right, and normal. I still plan on bein' roomies, and going to UCSB :) i love you, and I always will. Bestfriends foreverrr<33333

Basketball is alright. I know I've got stuff to work on, especially before big game this friday. I gotta play. I mean, I gotta prove those girls wrong. They don't know me, and they never will, so I gotta prove something to myself as well. This week is strictly basketball and studies. I love the game, andI love what I do. I'm focused, and I got my head in the game.

Life is going okayish. I mean, I don't talk to my best friend as often as I wish I did. I wish I knew how to balance shit, but what can I do? I'm still trying to learn, and better myself. Studies are good, I know what I want, and I got my eyes on the prize. so, if you only want to bring me down, stand back, I'm on my way to the top.

All in God's hands

Winter Break

This sucks, it's already over. :(
This winter break has only been the best of the best. It makes me want summer so bad. The past few days was a mix of shit. I don't know. I mean, it's been great, but then I see other people and it makes me soo.. on edge. SUCKS. Whatever, I've got who/what I need.
I haven't felt so complete in so long. I mean, wow. Everything is just amazing. My friends are the best, fam is doin' good.. wow. Everything is goodie.
Two nights ago, my cousins slept over, and we were suppose to go running hella early, but shit, WE DIDNT WAKE UP! hahaha. We spent the whole night just talking about everything. I've never felt so close to my GUY cousins. Like, real talk. They were hella nice and real about everything they were saying.
We definately got closer.
Back to school tomorrow.
Vintage VS. Vallejo,
JV: 5:30 @ Vintage!!

Gettin' back on that court<33
All in God's hands

Resolutions

My 2009 Resolutions-

• Build a closer relationship w/ my personal life guard<3333
• GET GOOD GRADES- 3.5 or higher
• LEARN HOW TO FREAKIN' SAVE
• Meet Jesse McCartney<333333
• Tell him how I really feel..
• Have an attitude adjustment
• Stay in a relationship longer than 3 months.
• BE A BETTER PERSON

Secret Santa

Secret Santa was fun. I mean, I came in, hella down and shit, wanting to have a good time, but not thinking I would have a good time. And turns out I had an amazing time. I love my friends. like forreal. I'm so blessed to have such wonderful people in my life. Thank you Leilani for all my stuff :)))



New Years is right around the corner, and I believe it's time for me to make a new years resolution. I'm gonna do it. My standards and morals are top on my list. Going by what I believe in and What i want. Focused this semester. I'm ready for it.

All in God's hands

The day After Christmas

So, I offically have to wait for next years Christmas. It's totally, and completely over.. *Sigh.. It wasn't the best year ever... But, I've learned a lot. and I'm gonna change the shit that isn't for me..

Lastnight, Austin & Azabelle invited me and my brother to go eat dinner with them. Then Austin & Azabelle decide to come sleepover. The night went VERY well. Snuck out a couple times, and it was AMAZING. hahaha.
Brian came over, and Azabelle tried to make rice.. yaaa.... NOT A SUCCESS.. hahaha

Day after Christmas was typical. Hung out with the boys. almost got jumped. went home. to walmart. to jamba. to kaiser.
the end

All in God's Hands